D E A R P A N D A .

Today was good. I walked around a lot with my friends, roamed the halls. I just chilled and let loose. Culinary was funny, me and Eva wouldn’t let Steven come with us to Narnia XD Lots of people pinched my cheeks -___- And then gym was fun~ The day was a breeze. I liked it.(:

Eliah is gonna beat this guy up for me. LOL I love you, best friend~♥

Don’t make me fall if you’re not gonna catch me. I’ll bitchslap you.

Can I just act like you don’t exist? I think I’m better off that way.

You pulled me in, and now I can’t let go.

I don’t like how you make me think about you so much. It’s bothering me. And I know I can do better. I’m not ready for what you have to bring me.

* How old are you?

I’m 14. I turn 15 in August.

* How tall are you?

I’m short, this question should be re-phrased as “how short are you” hahaha. I’m 5 feet flat.

* What do you want to be when you grow up?

I’m not sure. I’m undecided, but I want to go in the arts field.

* What is the meaning behind your URL?

“DearPanda.” Well since I was in middle school, I’ve been considered as the one person to go to for advice. Since most people would contact me through text or writing, I use “dear” as if you’re writing a letter to me, and “Panda” from my nickname.

* Are you emo?

LOL no. I hate getting asked this. Everyone asks this. I’m a fucking person. Just because I love black and other dark colors does not mean I am emo. And even if I get sad most of the time I am not depressed. ^_^

* What kind of music do you like?

Well, I’ve grown up on Hip-Hop and rock. I’ve been listening to a lot of pop-rock, hip-hop and R&B lately. Sometimes I listen to jazz. If I’m in the mood to party I listen to a lot of dance songs XD

* What’s up with you and your family?

My family has been growing distant since I was born. I’ve had a pretty rough time with them growing up. I’ve been physically hurt a lot. I got kicked out at an early age, but I moved back in. Nowadays I try giving up hanging out with my friends to spend more time with my family. I want a close-knit family like the ones on TV. I try to do my best bringing my family together. I cherish the time I spend with them now. It took me a long time to realize that they’re not always going to be there for me. So whatever time I get with my family, I take it. I’m trying to make everything go back to normal.

* You write a lot. Are all your posts on your feelings about the same person?

No. Haha, I realized I write about how I’m feeling a lot. A lot of my posts are about my family, actually. There’s quite a few posts I’ve made directed to different people. I write about the people I’ve gotten closest to, people I had/have feelings for. My posts aren’t necessarily about one person, if you put it in perspective. If that makes sense.

* How many followers do you have?

Who cares.

* Why do you always hang out with guys?

They’re easier for me to relate to. Seriously. And they’ve always been easier to talk to. A lot of girls don’t like talking to me. When I try to make the first move into being friendly, I always get that stare from them. So I just make friends with the fellas. They understand me better, anyway. FOOTBALL!

*What school do you go to?

County Prep.

* How long have you been on Tumblr?

I started Tumblr in 2008 on my first blog, but that’s deactivated now. I came back in 2009 with this blog. (:

*unfinished*
See, I don’t know why,
I’m just a simple guy,
Who thinks you look lovely, and you’re intriguing.
Is it just me?
Or, are you looks deceiving?
To the eye, of another human bein’,
Wait, is there a guy you’re already seein’?

You threaten me everyday with your words. All talk, no action, though. You swear you’re gonna swing at me, but shit, you never hit me. I’m fucking ready to go at you, but you don’t do shit. Your words don’t scare me. I’m growing up, older brother. Living in the same environment with you for 14 years, and I’m not afraid to look you in the eye and scream what I fucking have to say. You’re gonna have to do better than saying the same shit to me. Same shit, different day. Surprise me, give me something new.

Give me a fucking break.

Sup, Tumblr. I’m drinking some Nesquik my dad bought me :D Hope you guys have a great day.

YES. XD

I remember in Spanish class, this kid randomly asked, “What’s kush?” And I was like, “Are you serious.” LOL.