February 2011
Me: Grades don’t define my intelligence. Friend: Oh sure…Then what are grades for? Me: Grades are for those who believe that they are a reflection of one’s intelligence, but who are you to judge how smart someone is by their grades?
Speaking of grades, this is truly how my parents judge me. Academics seem to be more important to them than how I feel, or what my opinions are. The...
January 2011
Your scent is so enticing. And, this bothers me quite a lot. Because I like it so much, I get lost, my nose aroused with the smell you give off. It’s to my liking, and it begins to become something I breathe in for quite some time. It’s something that makes me want to attach myself…But I don’t want to.
On the bright side, tomorrow and Wednesday’s exams seem to be quite easy for my level. I’m going to read a fucking book now.
You know what my plans have been for the past few...
I’ve been choosing not to chill or hang out anymore. Everybody goes to the same place, does the same thing, says the same shit. There’s always annoying fuckers who lack common sense wherever I go. So I just do things on my own cause I get bored of people. Plus, there’s always that one cuntface who can’t sit still and not annoy the shit out of me.
So, the title of a druggie has been given to me today. Well, you people are just so fucking lovely.
I just don’t like being involved with so many people like I used to.
The only reason why I don’t talk to many people anymore is because not many actually listen to me, nowadays people only go to me when they need something out of me. No, it doesn’t work that way. I’m not a fucking pushover, I’m not your fairy godmother, I’m not here to grant you what you want. I’m here with my small amount of friends that I still talk to, because...
I only talk to a select few nowadays.
anthonycq:
If you say you’re going to do something, fucking do it.
I’m just a lost kid doing whatever it takes to get me by.
My parents think of me as a delinquent. In their eyes, I’m a “rebel” kid who just doesn’t listen. I’m a kid that learns lessons the hard way, and I’m the kid who doesn’t want anybody’s help or pity. Well, they’re right about me not wanting to listen. My parents think that I’m struggling, so I bring the worst out of myself sometimes. They...
Kiss me, beneath the milky twilight. Lead me, out...
If you lick, suck, or bite on my neck prepare to...
Bad timing bothers me.
LOL this bro
Me: Ima dress up nice.
Justin: You think you fancy huh?
Me: Nah, not fancy, you see, just got some swagger with a little bit of class. ;D
My brother thinks I’m an insomniac, because I don’t like to sleep. It’s difficult for me to sleep. I love the darkness, so I stay awake to see it. But I don’t know. I think that if I sleep, I’ll have more unwanted thoughts than I do now. I just lie in bed sometimes, I get lucky if I can fall asleep. But I think I’ll just get some sleeping meds.
I need some fucking vinyl records, shit, when’s the last time I even used the record player?
12 year olds talking about getting "so drunk".
jetrocaldeirajr:
dude werent you a fetus like.. yesterday?
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dearpanda:
Hold My Hand - New Found Glory “So...
What the fuck am I doing, wasting my time, my breath, my words over you. I have better shit to do.
Second chances.
You won’t get them so easily from me. I won’t give you a second chance unless you prove to me you’re worthy of it. And if you’re not…Well then you lost your only shot at something.
It’s freezing outside. I don’t understand why I sat there for 3 hours without at least my sweater on. Wow I’m an idiot -__-
I don’t think that you still see me as “special” anymore. But I still do, because well…I’m an idiot.
I try to swallow my words because I just don't...
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My head is hurting too much.
Mmm…That bittersweet taste of tears just won’t leave my mouth.
Masked pain.
A smile is put on during the day, then that smile comes off at night. When no one else is around, you take off that mask you were wearing, the mask that hid your pain. Put your smiley face on, nobody will know what’s hidden underneath. No one can know what you’re feeling inside. No one can see how much pain you’re in, how much you’ve been suffering. Everything looks and...
Like a computer file, I'll delete you from my...
dearpanda:
But just like a virus, you’ll still keep coming back.
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dearpanda:
Cue the Sun - Daphne Loves Derby
“I tried to keep us together you were busy keeping secrets
secrets you were...”
– Drake (via xjaayy)
I wish you'd leave my mind.
It’s getting difficult to do so, even if I try to occupy myself.
I wrote out “asshole” instead of writing “also.” Whoops.
Why don’t I feel like eating today?
I admitted I still get those “butterflies” from you. I was being fucking honest. But now that I think about it, I don’t think I should have told you that.
Honestly, thinking about you makes my heart race, reminds me of what we had, makes me happy, then makes my stomach hurt, brings me to tears, and breaks me down a little inside. You bring me joy, you give me headaches. You make me smile, then that soon turns into a frown. All my emotions are mixed, I just don’t show it to you.
Speaking of you, why must everyone think I am already “on to the next?” I walked with your twin brother this morning to exams, only because we were in the same class. Why do people quickly assume that I’ll go for your brother next, that’s not how it works. I can’t do that either. And I am still in the process of losing feelings. Why are you pricks in my business...
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Perfume - Chris Brown feat. Rich Girl “Will...
I’m not trying to make you feel bad or get upset. I just poured my heart out to you, cause well…I told you what I had to say. Now I’m just waiting on you.
It's so hard to keep your mind off of something...
I feel very fragile right now.
I can’t help but wonder why you’re still so nice to me.
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